Ma Heart Been Stabbed by a Knife!

Gosh, it's been a long time. it's almost 2 months i didnt write a new blog. well, it shows how busy i am. owh, yes. i've been very busy lately. this final sem, i had lotsa works to do and dun have much time to actually get connected to the internet. since today i'm a bit free, i'm gonna write sumthing. well, first of all, hello 2009! izzit too late 4 me to wish happy new year? well, who cares. hehehe. so, new year eve. i went out with ma housemates to celebrate the new year. hurm, not exactly celebrate. it was juz, we went to the town. juz go for a jalan2. n gosh, there r so many roadblocks. leceh btol. n not forgetting, mat rempits! bising jew and bikin jalan tuh mcm bapak diew pnya! sdp2 jew conquer plakz. bodoh! owh, after go around the town, we decided to stop at dataran pahlawan's McDonalds. drive thru jew. dh pukul 2am, so mlas la plak nk lepak2 there. ramai! semak jew! huhu. ok enuff bout d new year eve thingy.

hurm, well, since diz sem i stay outside campus, rumah sewa, i had spent much of the time with ma housemates. 7 of us. and all of us r accounting students. 5 of us r classmates. well, sng la if want to discuss anything. nak tiru assignments pown sng! oops! haha ;p since dh duduk rumah sewa niwh, we had a lot of "masak2" session. haha. we r a great cook ya know. we tried n cooked lotsa foods. "ikan sweet sour", "kari ayam masala", pak choy fried with oyster sauce, "ayam masak merah", "nasi goreng cili padi" and lotsa more. sedap taw! huhu. bt 1 thing, we took about 1 hour to prepare n masak2 all those foods. hahaha ;p well, it's actually fun to stay outside campus. we can have more privacy and we can do a lot of things. had a mid night movie. lepak2 at mamak stall late nite. and owh, having a karaoke session at the jetty! besh gilew! unlike b4 this, we need to go back to UiTM b4 11pm. so, terhad la activies nk bwat. hehe.

owh, ma part6 life so far was great. it juz dat diz sem is much more tougher. lotsa theory based subjects. i hate to actually memorize those theories n facts. and owh, not forgetting a lot of assignments/projects to be done diz sem. analyzing a company's annual report which is for d subject FAR350(Accounting theory&practice). we need to analyze d annual report(PROTON holdings bhd) which consists of 253 pages! gosh, it's not easy. and also, making a website and business proposal for AIS360(E-commerce), and lots more. kinda stress actually, but what to do. if there's no stress, u r not a student then. hehe ;p

ok, 3 dayz ago, the day where i let go sum1 dat i luv. a relationship which last for only 5 months. yeah, i'm heart broken. i've been crying all the time. and i felt really down. and i hate him for breaking ma hurt. ma heart been stabbed a by a knife! gosh, it hurts. sum1 dat i sincerely luv, sum1 dat i care and trust bout actually turn out to be didn't really care bout me, not sincere and unfaithful to me during that 5months period. he treated me as if i'm not sum1 to him, not his gf. he was flirting around with other girls and always said dat he's single&availabe. and he did asked diz 1 gal to be her gf when i was still her gf. dat gal is a fwen of mine. she told me everything. dat’z how i found out. and u jz imagine, dat guy is always asking me to buy expensive stuffs for him like PSP and guitar. he thinks dat i'm too rich and that i can easily buy for him those stuffs? he didn't even give or buy me anything, expensive stuffs. he didn’t give a present on ma birthday and instead he said, “u x bg present mse birthday i. xkan i nk bagi u”. damn! prlu kew nk brkira cm tuh? hey, we known each otha in july. his birthday is on March. mine is on October. what the… and he expect me to buy 4 him those stuffs that he wanted? naah, i'm not stupid, u fool! n u know, everytime we went out together, watch a movie or sumthing, most of the time i need to pay all the things. the foods bill, the cinema tickets, the popcorns and all. dah la gne ma car, i need to use ma own money 4 d petrol sumore. so, i realized dat he's juz "amek kesempatan" towards me. a gentleman guy won’t do dat. he dun want to shame himself. and i hate it! no guy ever did this to me. he's the first and i'll make sure he's the last! dat'z y i decided to left him 3 dayz ago. i'm not really sad coz i broke up with him, i'm actually sad bcuz of d way he treated me. ='( and owh, happy valentine's day to the couples out there! gosh, i'm patiently waiting for ma Mr Right to come into ma life.

A Day Out..

it was the feeling that i can't really describe. ma feelings were all mixed up. happy+loved+touched+amazed... it was the day that i've been waiting. alhamdulillah, thank god wut we've planned goes well. we got to meet n spent a day together after more than a month we didn't get the chance to meet each other. we've been missing each otha! haha. so today, just the two of us having a quality time together. kurang dh rasa rindu. it was a wonderful feeling and a great day too. =)

LOVES!!

Time goes by so fast..

Gosh! it's already 28 December! n it's the time for me to pack up all ma things n go back to UiTM. the 9weeks semester break ends so fast. i didn't really feel i'm having a 9weeks semester break at all. it feels like juz a 1 week break! haha. maybe it's because i've attended d UiTM's KARiSMA camp rite afta ma last paper for a week, n another 1 week for KARiSMA game at Perak, so i dun really have ample time to actually have a really gud semester break! haha. well, wut can i say.. time goes by so fast. sumtimes we didn't realize it. and we r wasting lots of our time actually. i wish i could have a time machine n turn back the time. so dat i cn fix anything dat i've done wrong or messed up.

well, we shud think about the future n dun really think the past. let bygones be bygones. life must go on. =)



owh, i'll b registering diz monday. new sem, sem 6, which is ma final sem for d dip. in accounting. new sem, new resolution, new spirit! haha. since this is ma final sem, i need to work really hard n struggle so i can survive, obtain a gud result n increase ma CGPA, grad on time! go go aimi! chaiyok chaiyok! u can do it! no more playin' around! haha. gosh, i can't wait to finish diz sem 6. insyaallah, i'll furhter for ma degree level/professional course in accounting abroad in Aussie. not cnfirm yet. if i obtain a gud result and got the bless from ALLAH SWT and both of ma parents, then i'll b in Aussie. or else, i'll juz stay here in Malaysia! huhu.

well, for now, i jz need to focus on ma final sem. afta dat only i cn think about ma plan to Aussie. haha. =) gud luck to all UiTM students for the new sem! Study Smart! =)

Korea Adventure =)

18- 23 December 2008

hello Malaysia. anyong ha se yo! gosh, i miss Malaysia damn much although i just been away for 5 days bt it felt like i've been leaving for more than a year. alhamdulillah. thank god i safely arrived here in Malaysia. owh, well. i actually just came back from Korea. family vacation. it was a very great vacation. i had so much fun there in Korea. it was actually my 1st time to visit Korea. and gosh, it was a very nice country. and i love the whether there. it was winter. i luv d cold weather. and the snow makes me feel...... romantic? hahaha ;p yeah, it was -4 degree Celsius in Korea. it was friggin' cold bt i juz luv it. not like Malaysia where there's no winter n the temperature is like 33 degree Celsius all the time. hawt! i can't stand hawt weather. Puteri Lilin i guess?? haha ;p

Korea's capital city, Seoul, is a very busy city. traffic jams everyday. n lots of people too walking around that area which is where all the shopping complexes located there. since it was their Christmas and year end sale, so lots of people going around there to make their preparations for Christmas. yeah, most of d Koreans are Protestants, so they celebrate Christmas and that's their big and important festival there. and owh, since the Christmas is near, Seoul city is decorated with lots of neon lights on most of the buildings there. so beautiful and wonderful to see those colourful neon lights =)

owh, yeah. i had done many activities in Korea. 1 of d most important activities, shopping of course! haha. there was a lot of this discounts 50%, 70% tags all around n i can't stand to see that. rse gatal jew mata niwh bilew tgk the discounts. haha ;p well, wut to do. galz luv shopping! am i right galz? huhu. and though i didn't shopped that much. juz bought a Polo jumper, 2 adidas shirts, a nike shoe and lots of korea's stuffs and souveniers. and not forgetting, korea's famous dish, Kim chi! huhu. Kim chi tastes so gud. i luv it. bt i dun really like when it had been preserved or kept for a long time because it'll taste a lil bit sour. i like d fresh kim chi. make n eat on d day. it tastes good and hot too. huhu. and owh, i got d chance to make ma own kim chi at d kim chi school. it was an easy process actually to make kim chi. and i taste ma hand made kim chi, and it tastes so delicious. yummy2! huhu. and owh, i also had the chance to wear Korean's dress. gosh, i can't remember the dress's name. bt something like a kimono. wut a nice dress =)

owh, i did try the ski. yeah it was my 1st time to ski. but i need to go to Vivaldi Park which is 2 hours drive from Seoul. it's on the mountains. on the way to Vivaldi, it's getting much more colder and the roads are covered with snow. yeah, it's snowing. kewl! hehe. Vivaldi Park is 1 of d biggest ski resorts in Korea. after a long 2 hours drive, i reached Vivaldi Park. gosh, it's very huge park and lots of people as well. so, at night i decided to ski. yeah, it was fun skiing there but i didn't expect it's difficult too. the ski boots are very heavy ya know. when i put on d boots, i feel like i'm walking like a robot. haha. and i learned the basic skills of ski. how to make 11 and A position. it was easy. but when u strt to ski from the top, gosh, laju gilew dowh and sumtimes it's hard to break and make the A position. owh, i fell down twice. hahaha. when u fell down, it's hard for u to get up with the heavy ski boots and the long thing under it. there r 2 ways to get up but i chose d easiest way to get up is where u need to take off d boots first and put it on after u've get up. haha. and i had ma 2 hours ski session. it was fun and wut a great experience too! i wish to learn ski more.

the next activity i did was, spending a day at Lotte World Indoor and outdoor theme park. it's a huge theme park in Korea besides Everland. it cost about 35000 won which is about RM105 per person. so i did try some rides there like pharaoh's fury ride, flume ride, sindband adventure and etc. it was fun. the rides are awesome. and took some photographs as well. i like d outdoor 1. very nice =) owh, there r some shops there and a bowling alley located at d basement near d ice skating ring.

owh, i visited Nami Island. it's where the popular Korean's drama, Winter Sonata's shooting place. u need to take a boat ride to the island. it took about 5 min to reach there. it's just a small island. full of very nice oak trees. when i reached there, the trees are covered with snow. so nice. so i took out ma cam and took some photographs. there i made a snowman too. it's not easy to make a snowman. it tooks bout 15min i guess to make 1 snowman. right afta that, i went more further, and there's where the winter sonata's shooting place. with a lot of oak trees. nice scenery. and i'm so lucky because it's snowing when i reached there. so, i feel like i'm in d winter sonata mood too. haha ;p

during ma stay there in Korea, i tried various kind of foods. the korean's meal like the sticky pulut rice with soup and kimchi, japanese's meal like the Udon noodle, tempura, and codfish, Turkish's kebabs and Pakistan's naan n kurma. yummy! hehehe. and the fruits there r delicious. the Jeju Island's orange, strawberries and pears r very sweet. u dun need to put them in the fridge because the fruits are always cold since it's winter. that's kewl! =)

other than that, it's just visiting some historical/ tourist attraction places like the Blue House, national folk museum, MBC theme park[Jewel in The Palace shooting place]

i had so much fun and great experience in Korea and i wish to visit it again. =)

There's something about the way that I can’t take my eyes off you. There's something about the way your lips invite. Maybe it’s the way that I get nervous when you're around. And I want you to be mine. And if you need a reason why, It’s something about how you stay on my mind.

It’s something about the way that I whisper your name when I’m asleep, oh dear. Maybe it’s the look you get in your eyes, oh dear. it’s the way that makes me feel to see you smile And the reasons they may change. But what I’m feeling stays the same It’s in the way that you move me .

And the way u kiss me, I can feel the love And the way that you tease me The way that I want you tonight It’s in the way that you hold me. When u wrap me around your arms, It makes me feel so secured, It makes me feel warm. And in the way that you know me, When I can’t find the right words to say. You feel it in the way I can’t put my fingers on. Just what it is that makes me Love you, dear. So don’t ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside.

Just thinking about the way i luv u so much ma Dear..

XOXO

There's no life without its share of pain

ThEre's No LiFe WithOuT iTs SharE Of PaiN

There is no life without its share of pain,
Nor can you love and not feel agony,
A need whose hunger drives you near insane,
A state in which you must, but cannot be.

There is no cure, nor anything to say,
Nor any aspirin for unhappiness.

Other friends and loves will come your way,
And then pass on through death or faithlessness.

And so if you would ever dwell in joy,
You must embrace the agony of sorrow.
Time will all you love and need destroy,
But you will heal to love again tomorrow.